Ever have one of those days where you instantly want to start crying? I'm having one. I can talk to others and look and sound happy on the outside but on the inside I want to curl up in a ball on my bed and cry. Why though? My life is great. I am healthy for the most part and have wonderful family and friends. I know I don't have the problems others do yet...I am selfish and want the world to revolve around my self evolved depressing little moment. The most ridiculous part is that I will wake up in a normal mood tomorrow and I know this. So why do I have to sit here and act like my life is so terrible? Maybe it's cause I'm a girl or because I am a ball of emotions....either way I wish there was a switch to turn off my need...my need for something I can't even put my finger on. See...I don't even know what I want yet I can sit here and whine about it. I think its time to put myself to bed for the night. Thanks for all who listened to my self absorbed moment.