Sunday, April 25, 2010

One of those days....

Ever have one of those days where you instantly want to start crying? I'm having one. I can talk to others and look and sound happy on the outside but on the inside I want to curl up in a ball on my bed and cry. Why though? My life is great. I am healthy for the most part and have wonderful family and friends. I know I don't have the problems others do yet...I am selfish and want the world to revolve around my self evolved depressing little moment. The most ridiculous part is that I will wake up in a normal mood tomorrow and I know this. So why do I have to sit here and act like my life is so terrible? Maybe it's cause I'm a girl or because I am a ball of emotions....either way I wish there was a switch to turn off my need for something I can't even put my finger on. See...I don't even know what I want yet I can sit here and whine about it. I think its time to put myself to bed for the night. Thanks for all who listened to my self absorbed moment.


Monday, April 5, 2010

My First Official Blog!

I am so excited to be blogging!!! It is a nice way to express myself without having to whip out the notebook and a pen. Even knowing people aren't necessarily reading it or interested, it somehow still puts a smile on my face.

At 23 years of age I am excited to see what the future holds. There are so many options ahead and I am curious to see the outcome. I recently got married and am head over heals for my husband Dane. He has been my friend since we were 12 and 13. I can't think of anyone else I would rather face the future with! He always keeps my best interest at heart and loves me for just who I am. I am a lucky girl to have the family and friends that I have. I am so blessed!

Well, I could go on forever because I am super jazzed to be blogging but I need to go to bed so I can wake up at a decent hour for work.

Goodnight and God Bless! =)